Day 4

Okay so i havent run, and it's been 2 days since running after about a month now.
Not feeling to good about it, like my teeth havent been brushed. Attended my Dads friedns party
drank some kinda peach, apple moonshine stuff. "OH theirs like no alchohol you can taste", well if it dosent go down without a burn i dont think its much of a put-you-on-your-ass kinda liquor. In my opinion at least.
One can say anything about their weed, alchohol, anything without tasting the best.
But what if the best just took you the fuck out and knocked you out of this world/reality, to the point you blacked out.
Would it of been much of a expirence, if the only positive way of thinking about it was "How fucked up you got"?

If i questioned everything about life, what kinda life am i to live.

Im talking with the head thats seen/felt/heard/everything DMT effects, I can't put into words what i have expirenced, nor can I say what ive done is anything to be expressed.
Lets just say thats its almost completely taken me away from how i need to act.

But not without forgetting what they needed to take all of long. Somthing i cant even explain what it might be.